sian...
everything was just a misunderstanding...
caused my paraniod me...
:(
sian...
1 wrong move...
and i lost everything...
:(
wish could be like this song...
Let's Fall In Love Again LyricsLet’s pretend baby
That you’ve just met me
And I’ve never seen you before
I’ll tell all my friends
That I think you’re starin’
And you say the same to yours
And oh, we’ll dance around it all night
And then I’ll follow you outside
And try to open up my mouth
And nothing comes out right
And I wanna fall in love with you again
I don’t have to try
It’s so easy
Who needs to pretend?
But because it’s so funny
Let’s just think about it, honey
Let’s just fall in love again
I’ll call you in three days
Not too soon, not too late
And I’ll ask your roommate if you’re home
You call me on Thursday
And we’ll hang out all day
Then fall asleep on the phone
And oh, I’ll hold your hand when we drive
And we’ll lose track of all the time
And we’ll tell everyone
That we ain’t never felt so alive
And I wanna fall in love with you again
I don’t have to try
It’s so easy
Who needs to pretend?
But because it’s so funny
Let’s just think about it, honey
Let’s just fall in love again
We’ll fall disgustingly fast
And we’ll stop hangin’ out with friends
And they’ll be so offended
And I wanna fall in love with you again
I don’t have to try
It’s so easy
Who needs to pretend?
But because it’s so funny
Let’s just think about it, honey
Let’s just fall in love again
Let’s just fall in love again
So, let’s just fall in love again
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
hmmm....
i think i like my juniors alot:)
pangseh-ed the group just to go with gary and fengjie...
lol...
ps la...not buddy...
hahas nvm de la...
im also not missed or anything...
hahas:)
i think i should spend more time with the part le...
my rapport now is seriously screwed up:(
my studies also...
kk...
after this i go do chinese le...
stop nagging at me angel...
lol...
hahas today also went to cc...
damn long since i ran bedok res...
sian...fucked up timing...22mins leh...
wth...
last year comp i run longer distance for a shorter time leh...
fk sia...
why my leg so screwed up...
haiz....
no more B div for me :(
tulan sia...
i run so slow damn pissed le...
called klins ask if wan eat...
they keep passing the phone around...
in the end its a no...
wtf...
guailan sia....
kk dun wan get worked up le...
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
hmmm...
been quite a while since i last posted...
haiz...
dunno why but this few days dun feel like posting...
haiz...
anyways today was the first freestyle training after the comp...
quite fun...
been like i dunno?damn long since i had such a fun training...
since wenjie?
ya...
think so...
lol everybody was laughing and laughing and moral was obviously super high:)
hope more of fsd trainings can be like that...
or maybe even company training...
hmmm if only our 2 ps were glen and ziqin and not zhenju and junliang....
hmmmm....
i dunno...
zhenju and junliang quite good respectively...
but they cannot properly comunicate with us....
they draw the line between us and them freaking thick...
cant even touch them...
SIAN...
haiz...
hope things improve barhx...
or else have to hope and pray that im in phase 1 :)
Saturday, February 20, 2010
its finally over...
2nd NCC East zone freestyle drills competition...
I went there with our hearts full...
left there with them empty...
and a 3rd place throphy in our bags...
3rd...
we barely got into the nationals...
WTF is this?
we trained so fucking hard...
and we lost to some shitty siglap school that danced?
and victoria?
WTF?
IT JUST ISNT FAIR!
HOW CAN VICTORIA TRAIN FOR 6 MONTHS?
WE ONLY HAD 1 AND A HALF!!!
WTF!!!
i guess we really had to work harder le...
expecting training everyday le....
so for now, i rest...
training next wed....
haiz...
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
hmmm...
this year...
total intake: $184
total number of angpaos :28
mean intake: $6.50
median intake: $6
modal intake: $4
sian....so little....hope next year economy better bahs...
Friday, February 12, 2010
sometimes, i seriously don't know whats wrong with me....
always like this...
love brings more sufferring and pain, than happiness....
why isit that ill always get filled up to the brim with hope...
then some1 just empties it all on the floor...
isit really true that i wont find happiness ever at all?
haiz....
i dunno las...
created this blog to be more optimistic and happy and cheerfull...
but then...
given the situation now,
its almost impossible to be optimistic anymore....
haiz...
i really dunno if i should hold on to that last strand of hope....
or just give up...
haiz...